Monday, May 21, 2007

Snakes and Birds...

So, here's what I just wrote for the church newsletter.

A Little Less Serpentine, Please

The other day, Elie and I were driving past Beaty park on our way to the church. Elie was watching the kids play and said, “Oooo, Daddy, look! There’s lots of friends at Beaty park today.”
I was struck by the contrast in what Elie and I saw in the park that day. When I take the girls to play, I’m constantly watching the other people there. The girls see a bunch of people who could be new friends; I wonder if those middle school kids are going to swear in front of them, which adult here might be a pedophile, which kid is going to try to trip, scare, punch or otherwise inflict physical or emotional harm on my children. Sigh... I wonder when I got so cynical?
Of course, we’re both right, aren’t we? I mean, I have yet to be at the park and have anyone try to snatch any child, let alone my girls, or have any kind of harm befall either of them greater than someone pushing in line in front of them or, as the girls are likely to say, “being mean.” So, all my eagle-eyed observation is for nothing. Yet...those kinds of things happen, and the girls don’t know about it (well, we do have a rule for them about strangers...and they understand that – but they really don’t know why). And, they discover, not everyone at the playground is a “friend.”
I wonder sometimes if that tension is what Jesus meant when he said, “See, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; so be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.” (Matthew 10:16)
Jesus was preparing the disciples in two ways. First, he was sending them out on a kind of test-mission, to proclaim the coming of the Kingdom of God. But in a larger sense he was preparing them for what would happen after his death and resurrection. He was warning them that people would persecute them, that people would hate them. But, “be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.”
Go out into the world, take people at face value, not everyone has a hidden motive and agenda. But realize that some people do have something sinister going on.
Have we become too cynical? Are we too much “wise as serpents” and not dove-like enough? Jesus told us to “love your neighbor as yourself.” How are we doing at that? How do we look at others? Walk down the street sometime and think to yourself, “Oooo, there’s lots of friends on the street today.” I think it’s worth a try...

Friday, May 11, 2007

Sometimes I wonder if the United Methodist church is just too old to make a turn-around. I talked with a younger woman today who thinks she might leave the church when our new female associate pastor comes. She was upset that we were going to move the pre-school classrooms and paint the nursery. She doesn't like the contemporary service because it has become dull to her.

I want so badly for United Methodists to see the transforming power I have found in the church. I found a church that teaches Jesus as the destination of life's journey. I found a church that teaches the universal love of Christ. I'm so proud to be a Methodist.

I'm proud to belong to a church that is willing to buck tradition. I'm glad we have female pastors. I'm glad that my church is getting one. I'm praying that people will come to our church because of her, and not the other scenario. I'm praying that Susan will love her and be overjoyed with her as a pastor.

I still see so much hope in the United Methodist Church. There are just a few cobwebs to brush away. Let's get working on that.

Dr. Phil

After my exam today I was resting by watching Dr. Phil. Every time I watch that show I can't believe that my grandparents watch it. Most of my Sunday School class watches it. Ah! It's glorified Springer, and yet older adults tune in by the drove. I can't believe that no one is sticking up for the idea of a moral compass amidst the mess. For as much as older adults complain about the smut on television these days, it would help if they themselves turned the smut off.

That's right older adults. Turn off the smut.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Ministry Is Dangerous

Yeah, I've escaped most of the danger of ministry - but the guy who followed me at my last church has has guns pointed at him...

I remember hearing a pastor who was approaching retirement age speak with scorn about having to pick up trash off the restroom floor. It's not my job. We have a custodian to do that. The preaching the sermon, the singing the songs - I gotta tell you, that's not my ministry. That's what I do because God has given me some gifts and talents and opened up a whole world of opportunities for me. The ministry stuff is listening to the staff as they hurt through a family situation or illness. It's watching a couple of the youth in a play. It's meeting with a couple who are on the verge of divorce, and you know they're not going to make it, but you keep trying to help them. Ministry is standing on the roof of a three story house trying to patch a hole before the rain comes. Ministry is drawing a personal moral line in the sand and saying I will not cross it. Ministry is crying with and loving on those around you have crossed their lines. Ministry gets you close to people with AIDS, people with problems, people who smell, people who might break into your house, people who drink too much, talk too loud, hurt too much, hide too much, feel too little.

It's all dangerous. You can lose yourself in ministry. You can lose your family in ministry. You can lose your life in ministry - your sanity, your comfort, your health, your job. Truth is, you can probably lose your soul in ministry, too.

It's all dangerous - but it's all worth it. Ministry is when I'm closest to God. It's when Jesus is most real to me. The closer I am to the edge, the more aware of God I am.

It's time for me to move out of the center - out of the comfort of my office and my regular schedule and my oh-so-predictable life.

Erwin McManus writes:

You've heard it said that the safest place to be is in the center of God's will. I am sure this promise was well intended, but it is neither true nor innocuous. When we believe that God's purpose, intention, or promise is that we will be safe from harm, we are utterly disconnected from the movement and power of God...

The truth of the matter is that the center of God's will is not a safe place but the most dangerous place in the world! God fears nothing and no one! God moves with intentionality and pwoer. To live outside God's will puts us in danger; to live in his will makes us dangerous.

My new prayer: Make me dangerous. Draw me into the center of your will and make me dangerous.