Waiting...

I'm disappointed today. I don't know why - it's not like I was expecting anything to happen today...just that...well, nothing has happened. Oh, I've been busy - phone calls about people needing help, we're going to work on our copier this afternoon - I got to have lunch with Elie today...all normal stuff...but nothing has really happened today.

I'm in a rut, I guess. Same stuff goes on day after day. Same routine. Not much breaks it - and when something does, well, it's never good...some emergency...some "crisis" or another...

We had communion last night. I never really expected God to show up. You know what... Even though I know that God was there...well, I never walked up and shook His hand. I just went on with the normal stuff of worship... I wonder if anybody experienced God in a real, close and heart affecting way last night? Dunno... [shrug]...I know I didn't...

So we're in this season of anticipation - I'm waiting for something to happen...but I'm not really believing it will, I guess...