The Michael Prayer ... I like that.

I was out with my friends in downtown St. Louis the other night. We were having a fun time just chilling. My friends here are mostly jewish. There were people on every street handing out tracts. The tracts were being handed out by Jews 4 Jesus. My friends were really upset.

I'm going through one of my weird phases. The one where I can't decide if I really want to be a missionary. I don't want to convert any of my friends here. They are really happy being Jewish. If I were to convert them they would lose their cultural identity. I love my friends and I want them to be happy. It's just that their happy being Jewish.

I still believe all of the things that I always have. I still believe that Jesus is the way the truth and the life. I can't get around that. I justify my thoughts by saying that I want to give everyone the oppertunity to respond to the gospel. But, it feels less than real.

I'm really confused by church right now. I feel like I need a vacation from Jesus. Is that normal?